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Friday, April 30, 2010


ANGRY --

I'm pissed when people anyhow says about other people .
It's really stupid of them .
Such idiotic people only knows whow to ACT biq when they're so SMALL !
Just too anqry to write more ;
Selene

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Saturday, April 24, 2010


She's qone ..
10.50pm , 17.04.2010 , Last Saturday ..


She left us .. Without a word " qoodbye " ..
It has been 1 week && i miss her ..
Yesterday was the last day to see her .. && the coffin couldn't be open forever .. just to see her ..
But i didn't qet to see her for the last time just because i have tummyache ..
When i looked at her throuqh the qlass of the coffin .. , she lost alot of weiqht ..
She was very slim .. , looked very different from before ..
But all i could do is to cry , help her burn the papers && make for her those death notes && qold bars .. for her ..
I couldn't let her qo still .. , every time i went to her house i prayed that she would wake up ..
But she didn't .. && the last day i did cry terribly .
We had to walk with only socks at the road && the siblinqs had to push the lorry with the coffin inside .
But the driver is also drivinq too .
While we were walkinq on the road , we were cryinq too ..
Later they will ask we all to sit inside the bus , to brinq us to the place to bury her coffin ..
I slept in the buss && felt that someone is sayanqinq me ..
But i asked my sister that was sittinq beside me only , she said she didn't .
Then i tauqht .. , it was miqht be her .. && i cried .
She's qone .. But she could still be here lookinq at us ..
I just want her back ... (U)
I can't stop cryinq on that day .. , it was very painful ..




I will never forqet her ,
Selene

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Saturday, April 17, 2010


LOTS OF THANKS :'D


Thanks stephhh meii ! (L)
For cheer-inq me up ! :'D
This thumb up , means that you really know how to cheer people up ! ((:
I'm qlad to have a sister like you && didn't reqret :D
You rockk meii ! ♥




Cheerful aqain ;
Selene (:



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FAILURE



I blamed myself for qoinq to the champion && was suppose to visit you ..
&& thouqh i qo , i still lost ..
There is no point qoinq there ... , i still lost ..
All those 3 rounds .. , i still lost ..
Miqhty stella .. , raffles instituition .. && Nan chao ...
I'm such a failure ...
Not only that i am ..
I felt very quilty that i didn't do anythinq for you ..
While , YOU qave me alot of advice that is useless but i didn't care ..
&& when you are like thatt .. , i started to hear you out ..
I'm such a moron ..
Only when you are in serious danqer then i'm willinq to listen to you ..
Am i dumb or what .. ? ..
My parents called me like a millions of time .. , but i couldn't pick up 'cause i was havinq the third round of the scrabble champion ..
When i read my sister sent me the messaqe .. , " mei , mummy ask you later qo home yourself 'cause now we qoinq to see aunt ah luanq ; her condition now not qood . Careful . "
I was worried when i saw those 5 words .. , " her condition now not qood " It really hurts me from the inside && the outside ..
I tried to cover my sadness inside .. , && cried when i reached home ..
I reqreted for qoinq the scrabble champion .. ; i hated myself ..
God .. , take away my life instead of hers ..
Spare her life .. , please ...
I just want to see her smile aqain ..
I want to hear her lauqhters too ..
Especially her voice ..





Reqrettinq the most ;
Selene

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Friday, April 16, 2010


Don't qive up


My heart is ache-inq because of you .
I tried to fix it with plasters or qlue but it still won't fix it back to it was suppose to be like .
It was then , i realize ... ;
It was you that could fix it ...
I want you to live lonq , not to step across the death line between death & livinq .
Don't leave me .. , don't leave your husband nor your children .
They will be upset , hurtful , in pain .
Tryinq to wake you up in any ways .
We loved you , as much as we love ourselves .
I really can't smile when i see you like this , it's makinq me cry even more .
Stop it && don't qive up .
We're there for you , don't qive up .
Just don't qive up .
I shall say those 3 words till you neveer qive up .
Unless you really want to step into the other world .
Fiqht the cancer , don't let it take away your life , your soul .
It doesn't belonq to there unless it is at the riqht time .
You're not ready to leave , even thouqh you are .
I'm not ready to see you leave ..
Don't qo away ...
I really want you to be there for me ..


Still prayinq & hopinq ;
Selene

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Don't leave us
you can't just leave this world , you don't deserve to .
You have been a qood mother & a qood person .
You have done so many riqht thinqs , why must it be so unfair ?
Why must be the qood people pass away in a younq aqe ?
It's just too UNFAIR !
You're a qood role model to me , && i respect you .
Never qive up , don't let it qo .
Don't believe in fate , believe in yourself .
You're not ready to leave .. , i'm not ready to see you leave ..
It's just too painful & hurtful ..
I cried for you , i prayed for you .
You're the best aunt i ever had .
Don't qo away ..
You just have to see your children qet married !
Just don't ..
I still have my scrabble traininq tomorrow .
I want you to support me .
I only want you to be there for me .
I want to see you smile and say , " qood luck "
It's just 2 words ...
I just can't let people cut the rope when i tied you to me with it .
Don't leave us ..
Prays & Crys ;
Selene

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Wednesday, April 14, 2010


hii alll ;D
Uhh ? ; So no one want qive comments about my picture ? )':
Seriously arhhhh TT ..
I very sad lerhh , you all tryinq to say that it's not nice at all .
Just don't want to qive me any comments !
Soo meannn ]';< !
Hmphhhhhhh ~ !



With lots of anqerr && hurt within her ;
Selene ]';<

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Monday, April 12, 2010




nice nice ? :D
I need comments , please ! (:

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Bloddy fhcuker .
I damn pissed off because of a damn fuckinq random quy keep addinq me && irratates me non-stop .
I'll show you the conversation between that doq && i talkinq ;

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Vickie says (5:39 PM):
hey, hows it going?
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:39 PM):
excuse me , i don't know you . && i know it's you aqain .
Vickie says (5:39 PM):
i'm 21/f your a male right?
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:40 PM):
So what i'm qoinq to do now , is to delete you .
If you still continue to do this .
I miqht do somethinq .
Vickie says (5:40 PM):
nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:40 PM):
so please stop addinq me .
And qet off my life .
Vickie says (5:40 PM):
I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:40 PM):
You're seriously pissinq me off .
I don't even know you
Vickie says (5:40 PM):
Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:41 PM):
Can you just shut the hell up ?
I don't even KNOW you .
Vickie says (5:41 PM):
I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam, its free?
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:41 PM):
qet lost from my damn life .
You're damn irratatinq .
Vickie says (5:41 PM):
Ok go to http://www.freecamlink.net/ayuf3 accept the invite on the page baby
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:41 PM):
Stop it .
Just qet lost .
Vickie says (5:41 PM):
sweet, fill out the info ur info.. i can not wait for you to see me baby let me find something nice to wear
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:42 PM):
Before i qet anqry .
Vickie says (5:42 PM):
its the sites policy to ensure no minors get access to the site, so they might ask for CC to verify your age babe.
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:42 PM):
My hands will just type some vulqars to you .
Vickie says (5:42 PM):
What color Panties do you think i should wear? i might have you favorite color here somewhere...
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:42 PM):
Excuse me ?
Can you just shut the fuck up .
Vickie says (5:42 PM):
Your such a good boy, i'm gonna show you what good boys deserve.. you can tell me to do anything you want me to do!
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:43 PM):
i want you just qet lost .
Never irratate me aqain .
Vickie says (5:43 PM):
Ok let me know when you get in so I can invite you directly to my cam.
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:43 PM):
i don't know you
so fuck off .
Vickie says (5:43 PM):
its free but u have to enter a cc, atm, or debit card so they can tell your of age, thats the only way to see me sweety
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:43 PM):
You're just a doq barkinq .
Vickie says (5:43 PM):
k you in yet babe??
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:44 PM):
Don't call me " babe "
Vickie says (5:44 PM):
k
[c=4]#`- X0X0; ♥[c=45]N A N A X 3 {!}[/c] [c=47][ɐıʞpɹɐʇǝɹ][/c]say; we can qo nowhere but [b]up[/b] [/c=4] says (5:44 PM):
Just fuck off
-'-

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Bloody doq . Keep on addinq me with different accounts && Repeated the somethinq ALL OVER aqain ! ; i damnn pissed off .
In school i was too emotional , now ? ; Too fuckinq anqry ! --
Just fuck off you bloody bastard !

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Sunday, April 11, 2010


Heyyy people ~ ♥ (:
My BROTHER , Izham ( qod kor ) ; he wants me to update everyday !
Is he crazy or what ? --
I don't play EVERYDAY , okayy ._.
Siaotahbor ; hehes :x
Well , i'll try my best ? ><



All wrotten by ;
Selene ♥ (:

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Saturday, April 10, 2010


OhMyGawd ♥
Tuesday was THE BEST DAY EVER :'D !
I went hyper-ed like the WHOLE day !
&& Couldn't stop smilinq !
The movie was EXTREMELY AWESOME too !
It's funnny , nice && lots more !
The boys behind us , was seriously NOISY -- !
Keep on talkinq and Lauqh ?
They lauqhed too loud !
&& the room was captured by all Sec 1s && Some of the Sec2s :D !
It's dammmn qood that we could sit anywhere ~
Not like must see the ticket , sit number and look like one idiot findinq the number .
Our sit is like .. quite near the screen ?
But i still love it ! :'D
After the show , we had to qo down the stairs ; i was like so in the hurry or somethinq !
Instead of walkinq down the stairs , i look like i'm RUNNING down the stairs !
I was too hyper-ed i quess ? ; haha .
After that , i went to spend some time with my friends toqether ♥
We went to Tampines 1 && Had fun :D
I wish we could qo to the cinema aqain ! ((:


With lots of love ,
N A N A--x

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Saturday, April 3, 2010




Some random picture :x

Urqhhhh ! ; I can't wait for NEXT TUESDAY !
The whole class of 1F are qoinq to watch the movie , " How to train your draqon "
Next tuesday ! ; and i SERIOUSLY can't wait !
It's my VERY first time , watchinq with my whole classmates
And i felt very touched :'D !
I JUST CAN'T WAIT !

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Thursday, April 1, 2010



Wtf ! ; instead of i trick my brother .
My brother tricked me ! T_T

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APRIL FOOL'S DAY !
It's APRIL FOOLS DAY ! :'D
And i love itt <3 (:
I just tricked my sister and my maid like millions of times .
& Ben kor (once only )
Haha ; it looks of fun :x
But it's kinda retarded & crazy .
Kept on lauqhinq like a crazy person , just because i tricked them for the very first time !
Now i'm waitinq for my brother to come back from school and trick him :x
Now it's 5pm , and he will be cominq back home around .. , 6pm ?
I just can't wait to see what is his reaction ! :o
Well , at school ; it seems that this year , April fool's day suck ):
No one tricked me at anythinq .
Except kok wei was tryinq to hide my file & alyssa's .
BUT ; he fail .
I was just in time and cauqht him red handed ! Haha (:
So , kok wei went to take marcus's AES file and hide it .
And just nice , AES was the first period and seens marcus couldn't find his file & didn't know that KOK WEI took it .
He had to stay back with Mr. Lenz (:
Alyssa said that he ( kok wei ) was so meannn !
I aqreed with her .
Kok wei also tried to trick Mr. Lenz and it succeed .
But Mr.Lenz said it was somethinq like childish ? ; I quess .
Couldn't remember /:
So , i hope that i could TRICK more people ! :'D

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Disclaims


Before you lay your eyes on this bloq, there are some rules, that i would want you all to read .
Haters or Spammers please press that little red "X" or just press Alt+F4
But most importantly; I want you all to enjoy this bloq, qo wild, crazy, insane. Just do anythinq you wanted to do! And you all have(MUST) taq before you leave (:
Any comments you want to say about me,
No vulqarities & insultments are to be used . PARAMORE
is the bomb .



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m e l o d y ,♥