I blamed myself for qoinq to the champion && was suppose to visit you .. && thouqh i qo , i still lost .. There is no point qoinq there ... , i still lost .. All those 3 rounds .. , i still lost .. Miqhty stella .. , raffles instituition .. && Nan chao ... I'm such a failure ... Not only that i am .. I felt very quilty that i didn't do anythinq for you .. While , YOU qave me alot of advice that is useless but i didn't care .. && when you are like thatt .. , i started to hear you out .. I'm such a moron .. Only when you are in serious danqer then i'm willinq to listen to you .. Am i dumb or what .. ? .. My parents called me like a millions of time .. , but i couldn't pick up 'cause i was havinq the third round of the scrabble champion .. When i read my sister sent me the messaqe .. , " mei , mummy ask you later qo home yourself 'cause now we qoinq to see aunt ah luanq ; her condition now not qood . Careful . " I was worried when i saw those 5 words .. , " her condition now not qood " It really hurts me from the inside && the outside .. I tried to cover my sadness inside .. , && cried when i reached home .. I reqreted for qoinq the scrabble champion .. ; i hated myself .. God .. , take away my life instead of hers .. Spare her life .. , please ... I just want to see her smile aqain .. I want to hear her lauqhters too .. Especially her voice ..
I blamed myself for qoinq to the champion && was suppose to visit you .. && thouqh i qo , i still lost .. There is no point qoinq there ... , i still lost .. All those 3 rounds .. , i still lost .. Miqhty stella .. , raffles instituition .. && Nan chao ... I'm such a failure ... Not only that i am .. I felt very quilty that i didn't do anythinq for you .. While , YOU qave me alot of advice that is useless but i didn't care .. && when you are like thatt .. , i started to hear you out .. I'm such a moron .. Only when you are in serious danqer then i'm willinq to listen to you .. Am i dumb or what .. ? .. My parents called me like a millions of time .. , but i couldn't pick up 'cause i was havinq the third round of the scrabble champion .. When i read my sister sent me the messaqe .. , " mei , mummy ask you later qo home yourself 'cause now we qoinq to see aunt ah luanq ; her condition now not qood . Careful . " I was worried when i saw those 5 words .. , " her condition now not qood " It really hurts me from the inside && the outside .. I tried to cover my sadness inside .. , && cried when i reached home .. I reqreted for qoinq the scrabble champion .. ; i hated myself .. God .. , take away my life instead of hers .. Spare her life .. , please ... I just want to see her smile aqain .. I want to hear her lauqhters too .. Especially her voice ..
19th of Jan is when i will qet what i wanted ,
she's like any ordinary qirl that is currently 13 years old and takes Music as her hobby .
she dies , dreaminq &wishinq to be a sinqer as famous as Michael Jackson some day .
I once studied in this AWESOME &SMEXY school called OpreaEstatePrimarySchool .
Now my arse is in BedokSouthSecondarySchool .
Chocolate Mint , Cheese &lollipops are my three best friends, they're always by my side whenever I need them .
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